Life beside the edge

Now watching Astro 10th anniversary shows, Will sang a song with title – WORKAHOLIC. I think most of the people do not like to work but there are some people who like to work so much, that particular group of people called workaholic. This kind of people like to work so much, can consider already addicted to work. They can stop think of work, even back to house/home, their mind still full of work, they will continue work at home. Their life can not separate from working life. For company wise, this kind of people should be the good choice of employees.

Workaholic is the one who like to work, but it do not means they can work good and perform well, they just simply like to work, doesn’t grant any good result from hard work. They just can not stop themselves from continue work everyday, every hour and the worst case will be every minute.

Do I fit to this title? Workaholic = me?
I think not, because I do not like to work actually, I just work for sake of living (kidding~)… I work as design engineer, but the actual work basically more to development than initial design. During my time at Japan, I more involved to design but when I back to Malaysia, I return back to my development function. I always work until late hour but it does not mean I’m workaholic, I work late because I ca not finish my job on time (overloaded?). For me, I do not consider my jobs as overloaded, because I think if I can perform better than I should finish my job on time. Haha… but sometime I can not complete my job on time not really because of me, there are so many other thing intersect during I work hard to complete my own job. Oops, sound like off message…

Being a workaholic is the most sad things~ Friend, please do not turn yourself to workaholic…

I think most of the people know about Joker, if you watch the Batman series, you will know in the series has a bad character name Joker. Joker is some one crazy, done many crazy act against public and against Batman. For me Joker is a 100% bad people, we don’t wish to have such people around us.

But as I continue think about Joker and Batman, I keep on  ask question to myself about them. Batman is a hero who always protect people from bad guys. He is rich but he use his wealth to create a lots of stuff to help people. I wish to know what will happens to Batman if all of sudden he turn into poor man, his company bankrupt and all his money just vanish into think air. Will he still move on as people’s hero?

Without the financial support, Batman still is Batman? or BADman?

Maybe I’m thinking too much recently, but the ideas come into my mind during my MSN chatting session with William (my ex-colleague). Maybe to become Batman, first we need financial support, to have all the high tech gadget~

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I always think I can become someone great, someone better than now. I used to think big, I got a lots of creative ideas, funny project, and a lot of vision. I wish to can make something out of nothing. At least I think I can do better than now. There are some many obstracle in front of me, and so many thing hold me from continue moving forwards. Sometime when we wish to make something out of something, there are so many constraint which stop me, hold me back, told me that it won’t work no matter how hard I’d tried.

Just because we are not rich, low ranking, the top management will size our efforts. What ever you wish to do which is against their will/direction will be considered as dis-obey action. They stop you from thinking big/far/innovative, they just wish you to become some one like them. They just don’t wish you to be special, they will said “This is for your own good if you follow what I informed”. Actually they afraid that some one notice that you’re special, you can do better. Why we can not shows our talent to others? just because our ranking are low, not rich, no social status, no support from big power, so we need to follow what served in front of us.

Just because of that, it created Joker. The one who do not follow any rules at all. Joker does everything randomly, not follow sequence, and no procedure. Nobody know what is the next step of Joker. Joker being consider as mad man, crazy monster. Joker is bad because he killed people, he make people suffer. But, if Joker does not kills people, do not make anyone suffer, would we consider him as bad guy?

I’m poor (basically not rich), I do things randomly, I do not like to follow fixed rules, I always think crazy ideas which works, So, I consider myself as JOKER instead of Batman. Of course that I don’t kill people, I do not BOOM any building, I’m good friend of Policeman. I’m just a disobedient JOKER.