27 Oct 08 Announcement

From Today onwards until 29/Oct, I may not be able to update any post due to I’m busy on photo shooting at Langkawi.

I just finished pack my stuff into my bag… I clear my 4GB memory card, hopefully can take more photos in this trip.

Oops, 12:50am now, a bit late… I need to sleep 1st…

LANGKAWI… I’m coming~

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07 Oct 08 Me and myself

Sometime I asked myself, what kind of big achievement I had achieved so far? I tried my best to accomplish every single little things in my life till now, I tried my ever best to become a person who other can rely on. But there always someone who come to disturb our mind, come to tell us that we are not good enough. I used to think that is some Devil/Satan who hanging around us whispering into our ears, I’m wrong.

A real person come in front me and told me that I am weak.

Am I weak? the answer is NO.

I’m not weak, he is the one who are weak and envy others who can gained better. I’m not sure why he have to disturb other who work hard for themselves, he is just a person who do not plan for himself, work hard, always blame others for ignore him. I saw many people tried to help him, tried to lift him up, but he choose to sink into SIN, Laziness, world of Darkness. I can not do anything on his life, even though in Buddhist teaching, we shall not let go anyone one of our friend, or family member. I do try many way to communicate with him, but failed. I found I was talking to a WALL, a WALL written “I do not care about how you all think about me..”

Fine, that is his life, he should responsible for it, not me, and not others. Why he can’t just stay aside and keep quiet? Why he need to make someone I care suffering? Does he feel happier like this?

I can not find the answer for this. I just tell myself, no matter what he will do, I will protect from being hurt by him. I will shout at him when I needed “You, Just leave her alone, and f*k off~“

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24 Sep 08 What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Birthdate: June 17

You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life. And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others. You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented. Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage. Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Half Moon Your power month: August

What is yours? Try it and find it out….

I found this explanation so true on me, I being so lucky since the first day I came into this world. I always think that GOD has took a good care of me, I always face problem, but I’ll sure find the solution for it in short moment. Even though I being a lucky one, I always wish that I might share my joys with others. I used to share my experience with others, let other learns from my mistake.

Yes, is true, sometime I put too much expectation on myself, which over my own capability. I need to work hard to improve this item.

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